Wednesday, June 4, 2008

A cloud, A Haze, Nothingness

This is my first blog. Supposedly. Still confused, what to blog. All the feelings and emotions, ideas rotating in the Nexus of my mind. All scattered here and there like Cloud. Or is there really something.

For past two days, I was unable to get into my account here in Blogspot. There were some errors you see in my network configuration and I was so engrossed in debugging my Software that I got little time to fix the network issue. Also I was assuming the problem was in the Router. So may be it was the reason that I overlooked error in my own configurations. But when I saw another colleague of mine
accessing the Internet over the same router, then I realized that may be I had made some error. So then I looked into configuration and now its working. (Say out loud) ITS WORKING...

Enough of this drama. Coming back to the title.

Ever felt that sometimes out of no reason, you feel so emotionally overwhelmed that you just want to out, scream out. Still you just can't roll out those small spheres of saline liquid out of the corner of your eyes or make your throat sore with the Scream. There should be some reason, but still your brain is so hazy that you just can't make sure which incident you should catch to vent out. You want to scream but you just can't. Means its my Vocal chord, its my throat, its my Mouth, its bloody my own eyes. All those incidents which affect us emotionally, all become mists, part of those HAZE, which ultimately becomes part of CLOUD. And it doesn't rain often. And after it rains,

Its not CLOUD or HAZE. Its NOTHINGNESS.

6 comments:

Shruti said...

there are so many things that happen in our life and we have no logics, reasons or answers to them.....

this nothingness sometimes shadows everything else...but then its our decision to let it overpower our life or not...no one else can do it for us....

let this Nothingness be there...but efforts should be made to love the rains again....

not every piece of text touches my heart....but this one did
gud work...keep going

Unknown said...

babu kya baat hain!!!!!!!!!

pummy said...

nice blog......m reading ny blog 4 d first time.......difficult baatein likhte hai na....bt urs is good.....padh ke u r forced to thnk.....hehhehe....dis is a compliment.....nice one...i nvr knew u r so good in writtng.....keep it up......

Anonymous said...

dear,
speechless abt philosphy...
if its somehow related to the subject or intermingled somewhere than no comments exactly...
bt i will post u something u will love to get for sure...

Anonymous said...

i need to be drunk.......
swear.......

Jatin Vij said...

"out of no reason , you become so emotionally overwhelmed"

How can something result from nothing?
There's always a cause correlated to every effect .

Sometimes the cause can be so commonplace and small that we might not notice it. Often we scatter many seeds of thought on the fertile soil of our minds ... Then we forget about it and when we come back to this place after a while, oh! where did this huge tree come from??

It doesnt take too long for small seeds to become big trees , with roots firmly gripping the soil on which they grow , bounding and chaining it..